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Jan. 21st, 2014 01:46 pmNina had been dead for four days.
Again.
There hadn't been a funeral last time, or rather, she was sure there had been, but she hadn't been there to attend. She hadn't even known about it until Nina had come to the island and then left again, leaving Lily behind to watch that film.
There was a funeral this time. For awhile, she'd thought about avoiding it, but it was the artistic director at the company who'd convinced her to go. Think of how it'll look if you don't. You two danced together all the time, you were friends. People know that. It made her sick. That was what Nina's funeral would amount to in the eyes of the public, in the eyes of the media.
But she'd gone anyway. She'd sat in the front row, the one normally reserved for family, but there was no family here. She'd asked Delta not to come with her and she wasn't sure why, but she knew he was waiting for her at her apartment and after a very short appearance at the wake, she'd walked home. Two reporters had tried to get a statement from her, but the look she'd given each of them had silenced them, at least for the time being, though she could sense them still following her.
She suspected they would follow her all the way home. That they might let an hour or two pass before they began buzzing her apartment.
She almost wanted them to. She wanted to let them up, she wanted to open her door and have them ask their heartless questions and she wanted see what Delta might do to them. It wasn't a fair thought and she wanted it all the same.
When she let herself into her apartment and closed the door, she only stood there for a moment, her back pressed to the door.
Nina had been dead for four days and it wasn't the first time.
Again.
There hadn't been a funeral last time, or rather, she was sure there had been, but she hadn't been there to attend. She hadn't even known about it until Nina had come to the island and then left again, leaving Lily behind to watch that film.
There was a funeral this time. For awhile, she'd thought about avoiding it, but it was the artistic director at the company who'd convinced her to go. Think of how it'll look if you don't. You two danced together all the time, you were friends. People know that. It made her sick. That was what Nina's funeral would amount to in the eyes of the public, in the eyes of the media.
But she'd gone anyway. She'd sat in the front row, the one normally reserved for family, but there was no family here. She'd asked Delta not to come with her and she wasn't sure why, but she knew he was waiting for her at her apartment and after a very short appearance at the wake, she'd walked home. Two reporters had tried to get a statement from her, but the look she'd given each of them had silenced them, at least for the time being, though she could sense them still following her.
She suspected they would follow her all the way home. That they might let an hour or two pass before they began buzzing her apartment.
She almost wanted them to. She wanted to let them up, she wanted to open her door and have them ask their heartless questions and she wanted see what Delta might do to them. It wasn't a fair thought and she wanted it all the same.
When she let herself into her apartment and closed the door, she only stood there for a moment, her back pressed to the door.
Nina had been dead for four days and it wasn't the first time.