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Lily ([personal profile] notfaking_it) wrote2014-05-02 02:47 pm
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It doesn't surprise Lily even a little to discover just how much she likes having T.J. around the studio.

He'd played for the artistic director and the instructors while she had watched under the pretense of needing to rehearse when all she'd really wanted to do was watch their reactions to him. She'd been sure, seeing their faces, that they'd want him to take the job and it doesn't come as a surprise to her when he's there for rehearsal the following Monday. He's talented, he's a much better player than the woman they've been using for the past year, and Lily is excited that he'll be around the studio.

More than that, she hopes it grows into something more. It might never be a full time job with the company, but the symphony director comes in, especially when they near the dates for their shows, and she's hoping he might hear something in T.J. that he'll want. She doesn't say this part, she has absolutely no control over something like that, but she hopes for it all the same.

Smiling, her face and hair damp, she shakes her arms out as she wanders over to T.J. as soon as the instructor calls their lunch break. She rolls her shoulders, then sits down beside him on the piano bench and nudges him with her shoulder. "Wanna eat lunch with me?" she asks, smiling. "You can sit with the cool kids at my table."

She mostly eats lunch alone in the studio and there are no tables, but she's actually looking forward to changing that. She has no problem with the other dancers and she gets along with them well enough, but this is different. This is better.
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[personal profile] inablur 2014-07-01 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Only barely, T.J. thinks, and kind of hates that. It's true, though. He'd credit luck before anything else for the fact that he's somehow managed to stay in this relationship — that, and the fact that Thomas is a hell of a lot more understanding than most people would be, than he knows he deserves. Just about anyone else would have left after what happened just before Christmas. Hell, a lot of people would have left even sooner, no matter how well he'd tried to keep his coke habit hidden. It's not something he ever intends to take for granted, but still, he knows himself and his history. The chances of him blowing it are a lot higher than him actually making this work.

"Yeah, and what a fucking miracle that is," he says with a wry little smile. Some small part of him can't help feeling guilty for it, but even with Lily, who knows him better than almost anyone, it's easier to play all that off with a joke than it is to admit it. "Back home, that would've been big news."