notfaking_it | [Eden]

[Eden]

While trying to come up with something that she and Eden could do together, Lily had a moment like the one in the bar. On the island it wouldn't be difficult to find something to slip into a drink, easier than finding something in New York and she'd done just fine there, but the consideration lasted barely a moment. There was a reason Eden didn't drink and whatever it was, Lily doubted it had anything to do with her inability to loosen up.

She would leave that alone.

Instead she'd instructed Eden to meet her at the smaller of the two waterfalls near dusk and to wear a bathing suit. It wasn't the most original of evenings, something she'd done plenty of times already and she was sure Eden had, too, but no one could deny that it was relaxing. She'd brought a bag with drinks -- both alcoholic and non-alcoholic -- and food, more than enough to mean they didn't have to go anywhere else unless they wanted to.

And for the time being, there was no one else around. The waterfalls weren't a well kept secret, she knew that, and it was just luck that there was no one swimming yet.

In the fading sunlight, Lily set the bag and her towel down by a tree, then rose up on her toes, stretching absently as she waited for Eden to join her.

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"Ooh, do tell," Eden said, splashing gently at Lily. She thought she'd heard the name around before, but couldn't place it, which meant he was probably just another of those people who'd been around a while whom she didn't really know. There were plenty of those and, unless someone caught her attention like Lily had or proved to be from home, she rarely paid much heed to who was around anymore.

"No, it's not that," she answered, laughing at the splash. "I didn't even put his name down at the end of the night." It was hard to explain, partly because Lily wasn't even sure what it was she was trying to explain. There was a sense of mystery about him, that much was certain, and she wondered if that was what she liked about him.

"Sometimes if you sleep with someone right off the bat, that's all there is," she said slowly. "Not always, but sometimes. And I didn't want to run the risk of that being all there was, which sounds like I want to date him and that's not the case either. No matter how I say it, it sounds bad." But that wasn't how she meant it, even if she couldn't put it into words.

"Dating doesn't sound bad," Eden said, voice light and brow raising. "It's just more my style. I know what you mean, though." Years ago, when she'd been happily running around L.A., that had been all she'd really wanted, to keep things simple, limited to just what they were. These days, she wanted more, though a little sex wouldn't have gone amiss either. "It doesn't sound bad. You just... want to get to know him. So have you talked to him again?"

"I ran into him on the beach one day," Lily answered with a nod before she stretched out on her back in the water and let herself float. They'd talked about many things and although some of it had been serious, she still wasn't sure she knew him any better. It was almost as if there was some sort of wall there, maybe something similar to the way Lily held herself apart from some people.

"So when's your big date?" she asked, lifting her head out of the water to grin over at Eden. "What was his name? Zhuge?" He wasn't anyone she'd met before, but it was possible she'd seen him around in the Compound or on the beach.

"Yeah, Zhuge Liang," Eden answered. "Actually he came by to see me. We went out for a walk, it was nice. He told me about home. We talked." She wasn't wholly without other possibilities, but she didn't want to get her hopes up on any front. They'd been dashed far too many times, and too many people had vanished on her. She wasn't going to foist her desires anywhere just to want someone again. Nothing like that could pan out, and when she had only so much time, only so many chances, she didn't want to just fake it, just to keep from being alone. "What happened when you ran into Sawyer?"

"We talked," Lily echoed back, which was entirely true, but she was grinning even as she said it. "We talked a bit about a friend of his, a bit about ballet, he asked about my tattoo." All in all, it had been relatively innocent, as talks could go, but there was still a desire to want to know more about him. She wouldn't have called it a crush, just an interest.

Overhead, the sun dipped further behind the trees, pink light creeping into the sky, and Lily smiled up at it faintly. "But I'm not exactly a one man kind of girl," she admitted. "Or a one person kind of girl, I guess."

"I could be," Eden answered. "For the right person." Around Lily, though, it was easier to question if that was natural to her or something she'd imposed on herself with Brodie and Grigg, if it was something she wanted because she wanted that kind of monogamy or because it was what she believed good girls did. It wasn't that she bent herself to become what she thought she was supposed to be, exactly, but adaptation to circumstance had always come easily for her; she metamorphosed, shifting with every new town. On Tabula Rasa, she was the good girl she'd never been before, but she was never sure anymore if that was just another act, another game.

"I want to be. Someday," she says, more certain of that. One chance at real love, at being loved, before she died for good. That's what she wanted, just once. "But that's no reason not to have a little fun now. And I definitely never pegged you for a one anything kind of girl."

Lily laughed, because she was sure she didn't strike anyone as that type. It wasn't something she actively tried to achieve, because if people wanted to see her a certain way, they were going to, regardless of anything she said or did, but she was still sure that she came across that way most of the time. Whether or not she wanted to be one day wasn't something she'd ever considered and she paused, smiling a little, giving that some thought.

"I never think much about the future," she admitted. "I tend do things in the moment for the moment and whatever comes as a result..." Trailing off, she smiled again and shrugged. "Somehow I don't picture myself settling down and I don't imagine any of the men on the island that I'm friends with would be the type either." But that didn't have to stop her from trying to find someone for Eden.

"You mean none of the guys you sleep with," Eden teased, ducking under the water and surfacing a couple feet away, eyes closing briefly as she sighed. "Which is good, of course. Keeps things from getting complicated. But what happens if you meet one who is?"

Of course, that probably wasn't something Lily had an answer for either. It was too much a matter of the future, and Eden envied her that a little. She'd been so much better at that once, but these days, it was hard not to think of it from time to time, knowing that one day all these had to come crashing to an end.

"Honestly?" Lily asked, though she never really went out of her way to lie. Sometimes, though, she simply omitted information that she felt people didn't necessarily need to know. With Eden, however, she didn't think it would be such an issue to be honest.

"I probably wouldn't realize it if it ever happened," she said, treading water as she thought about it. The men she'd met in New York certainly hadn't been the type she'd want around long term -- David, maybe, but only because he'd been such a beautiful dancer -- and there had been no one in San Francisco either. Drifting closer to Eden in the water, Lily grinned and lifted one shoulder in a shrug. "Call it my blind spot."

Even in the water, she moved with such grace. Eden smiled, head tipping away for a moment. "Those poor boys," she said. "They have no idea what they're in for. You're just gonna break everyone's hearts."

She wasn't sure she even believed that. Lily was beautiful, charismatic, sensual, of that there was no doubt. But it was difficult to fault her for much of anything, and she suspected that, not only were those men not the settling type either, but that anyone getting involved with Lily knew, if not what they were doing, that it wasn't the kind of thing meant to last forever.

"They manage just fine," Lily answered, her grin turning slightly wicked as she thought about men she'd met, men she'd slept with, even the ones she's merely befriended. There wasn't a soul in the world who could say she didn't have a type when it came to men.

"Besides, it's you we have to worry about breaking hearts," she pointed out. "With your big eyes and all that pretty skin." She was teasing, of course, but she also meant the things she was saying.

Eden laughed, nearly a scoff, directly another splash Lily's way. "Oh, go on," she said, rolling her eyes. It wasn't as if she didn't think she was pretty. She wasn't arrogant about it or anything, but she was aware she was attractive enough, and comfortable in her skin besides. She didn't, however, fool herself she'd be breaking any hearts any time soon. It was her own she had to worry about more often than not, and even then, it wasn't the men she'd dated who'd done that, but the friends she'd lost.

"Maybe I should just stop hanging out around you," she teased. "With you distracting the guys around here, I might manage to find one heart to break."

"Or maybe we should just work together," Lily answered, splashing back as she grinned at Eden. There was something definitely appealing in that, part of the reason she'd wanted Eden to go to speed dating with her, though being in different groups had changed that plan a little bit. They could have fun, she knew that, no matter what they did.

"Besides, there are so many good looking men on this island, there's more than enough to go around," she teased, hooking her wet hair over her shoulder. "We wouldn't even have to share."

Eden laughed, edging closer to the falls. "Did they never teach you that lesson in kindergarten?" she asked. "I thought sharing was supposed to be a good thing." If they set their minds to it and went out for a night, she thought, Lily was probably right and they could have their pick of whoever crossed their paths. The thing was that, while plenty of other girls around here were more traditionally pretty than she was, a lot of them were also holding out for serious relationships. As much as the idea appealed to Eden, it wasn't like she felt the need to approach these things as all or nothing.

"Not when there's more than enough to go around," Lily said with a bright grin, drifting closer to the falls along with Eden. The sound was louder here, the water pounding down onto the pool they were in and Lily leaned back a little, looking up to the top.

"And there's definitely more than enough to go around," she continued, although that didn't surprise her. If you put a bunch of people into a permanent vacation scenario, they were going to start acting like they were permanently on vacation. And people were always just a little bit more free with themselves when they weren't at home.

There was for a girl like Lily who was so easy about putting herself out there, a better flirt than Eden. There was a time when Eden was good at these things, but she was out of practice. "I need to get back out there," she sighed. "It's just hard to figure out where to start, you know? It's not like there are a lot of clubs to hit up around here." And she couldn't just go to the Hub or somewhere like that. Someone would offer to buy her a drink, and though she wasn't keeping her sobriety secret, exactly, it didn't exactly make for a great flirtation opener. "We should just open our own."

"We should," Lily said, looking at Eden with interest. There was the Catscratch, which she loved, and the Hub and the Winchester, of course, but there wasn't anything like the clubs back home. There was nowhere to go and simply dance.

"Do you think people would come?" she asked. There had to be more people on the island who were interested in something like that than just the two of them. The raves more or less proved that that was true.

"To a nightclub?" Eden shrugged, brow raising. "Yeah. I mean, maybe if it were only open, like, once a week on Saturdays or something, or just twice a month, and then it's... not exclusive, but a little more special. And less work." It wasn't something that had ever actually occurred to her before, but now that she'd mentioned it, it made sense. It didn't have to be anything big or serious, but with the right music and atmosphere, it could be a success, and if people wanted drinks or drugs, those were easy enough to come by without the club providing it all. "I mean, we all need somewhere to go out and relax. Go on dates that don't just involve dinner at the Winchester."

Lily agreed with everything Eden was saying and she fell silent, thinking about it. If nothing else, it would give the two of them something to do, something to concentrate on when the island sometimes offered so little. Lily had enough to fill her time, but it would be nice to have a project. A goal.

"We should do it," she said. "It's the sort of thing I've wanted to see here for months and it's not that we're lacking in places to go, but there's nothing quite like a club back home." A place where people could just go and get lost in music. Where nothing else mattered.

Eden nodded to herself, heading closer to the edge and pulling herself up to sit on the rocks near the fall. "We should," she said, the idea of it settling more and more into place. If they could get the building crew to build them a place, open up a lot of dance space, find a way to provide the music — the other places to go were great in their way, but something like this could be as good for single people or groups looking for fun as couples in need of a change in pace. It could really bring something, and it didn't have to be an enormous undertaking. "Somewhere just to dance and hang out. Or we don't even need a new place built, we could just get one of the huts in the jungle remodeled, knock the walls out so it's just a dance floor, and then it's... remote, has kind of a — an air of mystery, looking like a normal place. Dim the lights, get some music, we're set."

"I like that," Lily said as she swam closer. Carefully, she propped her arms up on a rock near Eden and leaned against it, keeping herself afloat. "I like that a lot. A jungle club, which is very fitting with the whole island theme we really can't escape out here."

And, like Eden said, it would have an air of mystery, which was something Lily loved even more. If she asked around, she was sure they could find someone to set up lights for them, a sound system, something that could really create an atmosphere. "It would be so easy, too. We wouldn't have to spend all our time making sure things were running smoothly. It sounds perfect."

If there was anyone on the island who would know how to create the things they would need, it was Tony Stark, and though he and Eden weren't exactly close, she knew he liked her well enough. Even without her ability, she could be very persuasive when she put her mind to it. Maybe if she could get a few minutes with him, she could convince him this was what the island needed; he'd backed the Catscratch, after all, she couldn't see why he wouldn't help with this, too.

"I think I know where to start asking around for help," she said. "We just have to pick a place and a name. I mean, it has to have a name."

"My only request is nothing too cheesy like... I don't know, 'Going Wild'," Lily said and although she was still grinning, she was completely serious. In general, she didn't take anything too seriously, but she thought if they wanted people to come, they were going to have to go with something a little bit better than that.

"Or 'Ape Shit'," she continued, laughing. "Wow, so I'm really good at coming up with lame club names that we definitely should never use."

Eden leaned forward, laughing, kicking up water. "Those are incredible," she said. "We not using either of those ever." In fact, the more she thought about it, the more she thought she was wrong. "Or maybe it doesn't need a name. Maybe we'll just be all mysterious and nameless and word of mouth."

That it was impossible not to say that word without automatically glancing to Lily's was potentially problematic, but she couldn't help it. Lily had an amazing mouth, a gorgeous smile. Looking up again, Eden raised her brow, pleased with herself anyway. No name was the simplest solution, really.

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