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It isn't so late that the streets are empty, everyone at home and tucked into bed, but it's late enough. The bars are still open, restaurant patios occasionally overflowing with people who, like Lily, aren't yet ready to go home. She's had a few drinks, danced for an hour or so at a club and now she isn't sure what she's looking for. No one in the club held her interest long enough to make her want to invite them home.

She's entertaining going to visit someone, maybe Eames, maybe one of the new friends she's made since her arrival here, but for the moment she stands on the sidewalk, indecisive.

The city's getting under her skin in a way the island never could. It's not New York, but she belongs here more than she ever did there. Even so she can't make herself forget the people left behind, she can't stop thinking about the way they made her feel, the things they did for her. She can't stop thinking about Sawyer and Faye and Jeff. She can't stop thinking about Nina and it's killing her.

"Hey," she says suddenly, turning to a passing stranger. "What time is it?"

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When he closes his eyes, Lily slips both her hands into his, then pushes up onto her toes. She's nearly en pointe and she uses his hands as leverage, pressing closer until she can brush her mouth over his. It's just a light kiss at first, just something to relax him a little and she pauses, waiting to see how he might react before trying anything more. He is awfully sweet, especially with how willing he is to trust her, how willing he was to just close his eyes.

I don't know if I'm actually relaxing, but I'm doing my best not to get more anxious. The kiss is brief, almost feeling, and I'm surprised by how soft it is. I'm still not used to this whole "good touch" stuff and I have to wonder what type of girl would be willing to go up to a roof with a stranger and kiss him, but I figure I'm the last person who should just anyone.

Since she's already done this much and hasn't run off, I figure why not try a bit more. I return the kiss, trying to brush my lips over hers just as softly and am only partially successful.

He hasn't run away, which Lily considers a good sign and she lets go of one of his hands to slip her arm around him, pressing herself flush against his body. And he's kissing back, another good sign, so she deepens the kiss slightly, her lips parting. Though she never would have said as much outright, this was what she was looking for out there on the street. Companionship, even if only for a night.

I can't help the little growl of desire that escapes my throat as she kisses me back and presses even closer. I'm very, very aware of just how close she is and just how good that feels. Ballet dances have very nice curves, apparently.

My arms slip around her waist, more to have something to do with them than to keep her close, although if it does that too then I'm not going to complain.

The noise he makes sends a shiver through her, the feeling racing up her spine and Lily makes a soft noise in return, more than happy to keep her body pressed right up against his. Curling her hand against the back of Kaine's neck, she smiles slightly against his mouth, just for a moment, her other hand coming to rest against his chest. And he's in spectacular shape, something she can't help but notice, especially this close to him, her fingertips resting against the plane of his chest.

I deepen the kiss a bit more, my tongue teasing against her lips. The sensation is almost intoxicating and that scares me a little bit. The idea that I could lose control of myself in any way bothers me, but it feels amazing and it's not like I'm losing my mind here. It's not a bad thing that I'm letting go like this, is it?

With the way she's touching me though, maybe I don't care. Maybe it would be good to get lost in something like this.

Lily's purse drops to the roof finally, shaken free of her arm before she puts her hands on him again, both sliding up the expanse of his chest to hook around the back of his neck again. "How private is this roof?" she asks against his mouth, unwilling to move back even long enough to ask a question. She feels flushed and warm, her skin prickling with pleasure as her hips arch gently and deliberately forward.

"Uh, private?" I say, not entirely sure what she's asking for. I don't give a damn if someone comes up here and catches us kissing. Right now I just want her to keep doing what she was doing with her hands and hips and mouth.

"No one is going to come up here."

"Good," she murmurs, then kisses him again, using her hands and hips to walk him backward gently until he's pressed up against the wall. This is something she knows, something she's good at and it's distracting in exactly the way she needs it to be. A warm body, a nice smile, skin for her to explore and touch and learn, that's everything she wants this evening.

Still kissing him, her tongue teasing lightly at his lower lip, Lily lets her hands drop long enough to shrug off the jacket she's wearing over her tank top. Then they're back on him again, seeking the warmth, the contact and friction.

I don't even realize she's moving me until I hit the wall, I'm so distracted at what her body is doing. It's been a long, long time since I've done anything remotely like this and I have to admit that sanity makes this much more enjoyable.

My hands slide up her hips to her shoulders and then to her arms, enjoying just how soft her skin feels. It's almost unreal, all the sensations and how they're making my head swim and just how badly I want more.

He seemed so uncomfortable earlier that Lily drops her hands to Kaine's, guiding them to the hem of her shirt just to let him know it's okay. That he can touch whatever he wants, wherever he wants and she knows if she tells anyone about this, any of the people who look out for her in their way, she's going to catch hell for it, but she can't be bothered to care. She's never cared before. If it's not the roof of a building it's the back room in a bar, the costume room at the studio, her place, a stranger's place.

It's destructive, she knows it, but god, it's an awful lot of fun, too.

I appreciate her guiding my hands, because I have no idea what is allowed and not allowed right now. Despite the fairly clear signals earlier, I'm not entirely sure what is all going to happen on the roof here. Are we...

Oh wow, she was asking about private because we're going to do it on the roof. That's... okay.

I slide my hands a bit higher, feeling the taught muscles of her stomach. She feels so small in my hands, but not weak or fragile and I find myself liking that a lot.

Arching into his touch, Lily lets out a soft hum of pleasure against his mouth before she nips lightly at his lower lip. Her hands return to his arms, running over his skin, his shoulders, cupping either side of his neck as she presses a kiss to the line of his jaw. It's cool up on the roof, but her skin still feels warm, overheated and her fingers curl under slightly, nails raking lightly at his skin.

This is it. This is proof that she's okay. That none of what she left behind matters.

I slide my hands up higher, cupping her breasts and squeezing. I can feel myself get more and more excited and all my worried and anxious thoughts are melting away, replaced with desire. I want her, I want this.

She scrapes her nails along my skin and I kiss her again, more forcefully this time. I like that small sensation of pain to keep me grounded, I don't know if I could handle pure pleasure, it's too foreign to me, but this I like. This is familiar.

"God," Lily breathes when he squeezes, her back arching into the touch. Her hands clench almost convulsively and she drags them down again, to the hem of his shirt. It's probably not the best idea, staying up here, but it takes all her effort to pull back from him just slightly. Even when she does, she can't stop her fingers from pushing up under his shirt and skirting over his skin, warm and welcoming.

"Might get a little cold up here," she says, a little breathless. "My place is close."

I must keep doing things right, because I like the reactions that I'm getting from her. She pulls back, but her hands under my shirt feel good, causing me to shiver slightly at the sensation. When she talks, there's an element of desire to her voice that thrills me on a primal level.

"How close?"

Lily glances out toward the city for a moment, getting her bearings before she turns back to Kaine and flashes him a dark, hungry smile. "Close," she says, her hands tightening on either side of his body for just a moment. "Five minutes from now, you could have me completely naked."

Even if it hadn't been within walking distance, she's more than happy to grab a cab. The city isn't so big that it would take them long to get anywhere in a cab, but her building really is close. "Come on," she says, pressing a final kiss to his mouth before she crouches down to grab her purse and jacket.

"Fine, but you'd better hope we're there in five minutes," I growl, hoping it comes off more as a jest than a threat. I may have been hesitant before but she's got me so worked up it's driving me crazy.

Taking her hand I lead her back inside. Once we're in the elevator again I can't help myself. I pull her close and kiss her deep, hands roaming along and exploring her body.

It's quite the change from earlier, but Lily doesn't mind it at all and she lets him tug her close, arching into his touch, her own hands slipping back under his shirt. If her apartment hadn't been quite so close she might not have suggested they leave, especially with the way he's touching her now, the impatience in his hands and his kiss.

When the elevator opens again, it's a struggle to pull herself away, but she manages and when they're back outside again, she says, "This way." Leading Kaine back to the street, she doesn't even bother to point to the nearby building, just crosses the street and takes him down the block.

I let her lead me along the street and it's all I can do not to just pick her up and swing the rest of the way there. That would just be compounding a potentially bad idea with something that's definitely a bad idea. As it is I'm trying to stay in the moment and not over think this. This is definitely not something I want to fuck up because I get in my head too much. This is not a time for thinking and fortunately all I have to do is look at Lily and remember what is going to happen.

When they reach the building, there's no one Lily knows outside, which doesn't surprise her much, given the hour. Besides that, she's sure her friends wouldn't be particularly surprised to see her bringing someone who looks like Kaine home with her. Unlocking the front door, she heads for the stairs instead of the elevator. She's only three floors up and she'd rather just go straight up than have to wait much longer.

The hallway outside her apartment is quiet and she gets her door open quickly, then turns to look at Kaine again, flashing him a grin. "Less than five minutes," she says, backing into the apartment, hooking her fingers in his shirt to tug him along.

"Seemed longer."

Any longer and I probably would have convinced myself this was a bad enough idea to take off. But now she's pulling at my shirt again and all those thoughts are rapidly being replaced with far more basic thoughts and desires.

I push the door closed behind me and kiss her again, arms wrapping around her waist as I enjoy the taste of her and remember why this is a very GOOD idea.

Being home makes it easier for her to drop her things to the floor, her purse first, her jacket a moment later and then she's kicking off her shoes, first one high heel and then the other. The apartment is dark, but she doesn't bother to turn on any lights, guiding Kaine toward the bedroom even as they kiss. Her fingers hook in his belt, tugging him with her as she walks backwards down the hall until they hit the bedroom door.

Reaching behind her, she opens the door with one hand, tugging the hem of his shirt at the same time, wanting to get him undressed as quickly as possible.

I pull back just long enough to let her pull my shirt off before kissing her again, following her to wherever she's leading us. At this point, I'm beyond most rational thought. I'm single minded in my focus and what I'm wanting. I want her, as much of her as I can get and she's willing to give me.

The moment we're close again my hands are all over her again, wanting to feel every inch of her.

When they reach the bed, Lily turns, pressing her hands against Kaine's chest to get him to sit down on the edge before she hooks her hands under the hem of her tank top and pulls it off, leaving it on the floor behind her. "Glad you met me?" she asks with a little grin before she drops into his lap to kiss him again without waiting for much of an answer.

Arching against him, Lily runs her hands over his chest before her arms slip around him completely, pressing herself tightly against the front of his body.