Suddenly, I'm very, very out of my depth. My depth doesn't even include realizing that this is a depth that I might potentially go to. I can feel my temperature rising and suddenly my pants seem to be getting a lot tighter. I feel a bit panicky too, because I don't trust these sort of reactions in myself. My instincts are deeply flawed and I'm not entirely sure I trust them.
"I don't- I've never really... relaxed much and it's... it's been a while?"
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Suddenly, I'm very, very out of my depth. My depth doesn't even include realizing that this is a depth that I might potentially go to. I can feel my temperature rising and suddenly my pants seem to be getting a lot tighter. I feel a bit panicky too, because I don't trust these sort of reactions in myself. My instincts are deeply flawed and I'm not entirely sure I trust them.
"I don't- I've never really... relaxed much and it's... it's been a while?"